The Voice

What is it with the big trees and old people?

Sometimes people who close to us aren't we think they would be. That means a lot of things change, or not change - maybe we just don't know it.

And sometimes people who close to us are the ones who are capable of hurting us the most. It won't go easy, but it makes you think. 

In times like this, I figure that it would be easy to change it, to make them understand the perspective which I've had, the paradigm which shifts constantly, every thing. But, no, unfortunately, that's not gonna happen.

It will take some time. And most likely, it will depend on their characters as well.

That when people put some comments and comparison on the "the bigger the tree, the more difficult for you to cut it all from the roots." - It applies to human beings too. The older they are, the more difficult for young people to express their opinions to them. When young people stand to their opinion, it could hurt the older people's pride. So, it's all about ego. Suprise, surprise.

And guess who's bothered with that kind of example? Yup. Me.

What is it with people who stick with their beliefs without knowing that changes are all around them? That each person has each thought and a very specific opinion about something. Is that wrong? Is that not wrong? What are you supposedly to do? Are you just going to scream it out? Or you just want to shut up in order to make those people understand that we just want to appreciated, and be heard. Not be judged.

What is it with people who are too stubborn to see it?

I just don't get what it is actually the purpose of my existence if I'm not allowed to make a voice, to make a difference? To just make people listen to me. Is it because I'm just a female? I'm still young?

You tell me. Cause I'm freaking hate to think that I still don't know what I'm supposed to do right now. What is the purpose? Anyone can tell me?

Once Upon A Time... I May Have Met A Backstabber.

Satu waktu ketika menyadari bahwa ada "musuh dalam selimut" di dalam hidupmu, dan selama ini begitu bodohnya bercerita tentang semuanya pada orang itu.

"The backstabber" - I may have called it.

Ternyata gak gampang mencari seorang teman baik, yang ikhlas berteman dengan kita, yang tidak segampang itu menimbulkan permusuhan dengan temannya sendiri. 

Satu hal yang disadari, bahwa orang ini tidak cukup dewasa untuk menilai bahwa dirinya yang salah, telah mencampuri hidup orang lain, tanpa sadar bahwa dia sendiri tidak becus mengurus hidupnya.

Aku hanya bisa mendoakan semoga dia bisa mendapat hidayah untuk tidak mengulangi perbuatannya, dan menyadari bahwa dia harus segera minta maaf setulus-tulusnya kepada orang-orang yang sudah dia sakiti, jika dia ingin bahagia dalam hidupnya.