"You Don't Know What You've Got Until He's Gone"

I just lost my best friend about two weeks ago. He died of a heart attack.

I'd been busy searching for a best friend, whilst the ONE was already in front of me all along.

He'd been a very best friend of mine. We shared everything. The girls he liked, the boys I liked, the passion he wanted to create, the songs he sang, the songs I built, everything.

And on March 2nd, 2012, I lost him.

He was like a brother I never had. We quarreled, yeah, but we got back to each other, eventually.

I felt so stupid for disappointing him, for not being cared about Trendkill -- our band -- in these past few months.

Donny Eka Putra, you were my best friend, you still are, and will always be.

Take good care of yourself over there, brother. I miss you.